Questioning Intentions

Sometimes I want to reach out
To tell you I am happy for you
Happy you appear to be doing well
Happy you look completely in love

Then I remember our last conversation
You wanted to talk but weren’t ready
At that point I made the decision
To let you be the next to make contact

Now when I want to reach out
I question my intentions
If I am really happy for you
Shouldn’t want to get in the middle

So if we never speak again
It’s okay; I understand
I’m sorry for all of the pain
And grateful for the lessons